我返來啦 I am back!

I am back. Yes, after 5 years of good-bye to my blog, I am back now. 

當初暫停blog係因為大肚，無時間。由生仔，湊仔都依家4年幾啦，我突然記起我曾經有個記載我人生上下的blog。又可能fb太強大啦，日日都auto reminder往年今日我做過的事，所以都好依賴fb來記載一切一切。

睇翻以前啲post令我有另一番回味。我保證如有時間一定post翻兩嘢！

Happy CNY Japanese lunch @ Rakuzen, the Happy-Go-Lucky Trio~

Since me and bear (my sister) are on leave on this wonderful Monday, we had decided to go for something good!

We brought Dad, Mom, Aunt, Lok and Didi, of course with me and bear to the Japanese restaurant Rakuzen at SS15 Subang Jaya. We were been thinking of something nice and good if we could have it in buffet instead, but we were too rush for it and the nearest one were like RM60+ for one pax, it is definitely not worth for the money! Oh we wanted a nearest one because we are bringing our 3m+ didi, his frozen milk couldn't stand for more than 3 hours. There we had our wonderful lunch, with plenty of our signature happy-trio-selfie to match this happy and relaxing day.

Happy-Go-Lucky-Trio~

At the evening, we visited our grandma whose already 90+ (probably she is over 100+), no one knows her actual age. We brought Lok and greeted her a very happy Chinese New Year with lok's signature dancing and his overly-loved cuddle to the greatgrandma. This sweet little boy definitely knows the way of cheering an elderly. Our sweet boy.

Alright, time to ends this and get a good night sleep for me and baobei!

It's our first and happiest Chinese New Year.

I mean, it definitely not the very first CNY we celebrated but it is the first CNY we have after we got married last year. And it is also the first CNY we giving out our blessing (in Angpow) to the young ones and our parents.

This Chinese New Year been very meaningful to me. We are going through it with much blessing - with a small little one in my stomach that popping out this late August. The feeling just so different, I feel like, oh hey I am a mother-to-be and I am a grownup now! There is a little one inside here!

“Hey baobei say hi to gong gong poh poh”! That's what on my mind.

It is always been my pleasure that I have the chance to be filial piety to both my good old dad and mom. I am lucky I have the chance to take care them and pamper them when I have the opportunity.

Happy Chinese New Year 2015! It's a happiest, blessed, and goat year! :)

Giving our blessings to Old Dad & Old Mom.

Happy 31st birthday, papa!

It's papa's birthday! But wait, look at my pale face? Yes I am having severe nausea. Changed cloths and prepared in the morning for work but end up requests papa send me to the clinic for a MC and some medicine.

Papa has been very nice to me as I am sick and not much in the mood. But he still paid all his effort to fetch me clinic and send me to my mom house for a rest. It's his birthday, I should not behave in this way! But hey no, I didn't want to. It's 2 months plus now and I'm so damn suffering. Papa said I can go back mom place and rest, and we will have a very small family members dinner at home tonight. Thought papa didnt say anything to me but, with much guilt in me, I wanted to say, Happy Birthday Papa, sorry for not giving you a good and energetic look today. I love you. :)

暂别部落格？？！！

不！不对？对！对不？

哎。。。因公事忙到我喘不过气来，连blog都完完全全无掂！！！

年前因朋友介绍下所以有左写blog习惯，但今年。。应该旧年开始吧？都无么写。有少许对唔住。咦？！等等，甘咪系讲紧我年前好鬼得闲？哈哈哈哈（自打嘴巴！）

应该系唔够依家忙先系。

刚收到一个comment关于年前写blog即，blog友联络讲多得我介绍即铁打，好左好多。（^^）突然间blog feel涌住甘来！

哇原来无心即blog竟然可以帮到人！好开心！（唔怪得朋友甘中意写blog啦，而andrew papa又甘中意系fb share埋甘多资讯！）

开心开心！俾个超大like自己！

放心mao blog朋友，我一有时间会补翻啦～

^_^

习惯的惯 It's becoming part of my life

Ten years. It's been almost ten years or more, probably going eleven. I have already stop counting on the days.

Sometimes I do believe in equality and well-balance in every living. God given you something pretty and unique, but God will make sure there you pay for it. Well, you don't get things for free, every single thing in this world has an in-out kind of transaction way, you have this, you will lose that; you have an apple, fine, berries got to be in another's hand. Nothing comes in perfectly complete, just as human being, none has no total perfection.

I have fair and beautiful skin looking, but I have serious skin allergy, which stranger sees and screams when they first see me.

This allergy triggers by almost every single thing. Every thing as in no matter what food, environment or things...seafood, wind, dirty or ashy, polluted air, nuts and etc.....it triggers itself on my body nearly every night and wake up dawn time.

Now what's this stupid allergy that bothers me so much? People commonly called it hives. The hives' rash usually appears suddenly and can affect any area of skin, yes any part any area of my body skin. You could never imagine the pain that I suffer every single day. I am little lazy explaining, maybe you can see below for details,








Why don't I cure it? Hell no! For God sake of course I did try! I been trying several ways to ease the stupid rash, but unfortunately it couldn't, unless I take western medicine (yes I called the one western medicine, for Chinese we believe in traditional herbal medicine, and this is why we names it western and traditional eastern medicine). One of the way of treatment as below, which I don't take much as it makes me feel so much uncomfortable after consumed it,







Well, I do found some kind of Chinese herbal medicine effects and ease my pain. Biological name is C. Nutons, Chinese called it 优盾草. We planted it at my mum's house garden. Once every 1-2 months we will pluck and and boil for my herbal bath. And when the bush isn't grow that well (probably due rainfall or over heat sun), we will just pluck a few leaf and blend with green apples, then drink it. Oh another point to add, yes some says this C. Nutons blend with green apples could really cure cancer!

But again, remember I said things were never be in perfectly complete. I consume this C. Nutons, my allergy stop, my skin feels better, but the "cold" of the herbal will cause my backache and bone aching very seriously. That's partial reason I don't eat that often say weekly, I would probably dead half way sleeping due over aching bones hah!

Hmm, It's been two months after wed, I did not have any chance or time to stay at my home sweet mummy's home, which means yeah, I have stop consuming this herbal thing for 2 months long. My allergy skin becoming more and more serious as day goes by, until I have total fed up on the rash.

Last two days after bath,



Last week body, after work and back home, saw this...



And today morning,



Dear Lord, please cure and ease my rash and stop me from suffering day and night non stop. :'(

五月夜

已经数不清第几次。

哩个问题由以前到现在，好似从未进化过。

人，有分很多种类。有些很纯真，有些很邪恶，有些很爽快，有些喜欢扮野。你，已归类那一种？又或者你找到“真你”吗？

好久以前我已经找到我自己，我是一只披着羊皮的狼，我也是一只披着狼皮的羊。每个人都有最少两种脸口，我想，我最少有着5种？不，可能7-8种。你可以说原来我很掩饰装扮，可生活在这猪也可以把老虎也给吃了的世界，你在不对自己狠点，下回吃掉你的可能是只蜗牛。

工作上的我，长扮演得很严厉、常和老板伙伴唱反调，为的只是执行公理，你会觉得我浪费时间，哎哟反正公司不是我的，吵来有何用？可是到头来能往上爬的，可能只有我。对，我用尽脑汁急口才吹水本领私下猛学习，为的是往上爬，光宗耀祖。可有时的我恨透了这感觉，因为我不会有几个知心同事，也不知本来的善良去了哪里？

最喜欢在妈妈家的我，除了不喜欢老妈唠叨外，最喜欢卸下外面那层妆，在家里讲话不需用脑，不需担心得罪人，可以随意讲负气话来气老爸老妈，可以很原装的我每一刻都撒老爸老妈娇。可有时外头遇到大挫折都要打匾鼻子冲厉害，还要常对老爸老妈说我有几厉害几野蛮，为的就是要老爸老妈不用担心我 一人在外。当然一半是要面子，一半当然都和你一样，不想他们担心。可就因为依赖惯了，说话态度也嚣张无比，有时伤了他们心也不好意思说句对不起。

有时对朋友就带个面具，明明不喜欢也被逼说喜欢，为的是不想他们一番好意，结果我的不识抬举搞得不愉快，结果唯有自己不愉快。他们问一，我回答一，为的是看他们的笑脸。做人，有时何必太认真？和睦相处也不难，虽然不是真我，但我的一句应同换来笑声也还蛮值回票价。做人很需太认真？

有时对于老伴，虽然很讨厌，也要说没事。老伴对你好不是必然，他已经迁就我一切一切的坏习惯，坏脾气，坏动作，坏心肠，坏人格，坏嘴巴，可本来是我的错，就是要吵吵闹闹后还来哄我，这种伴侣，哪找呀？虽然老伴身边太多太多的事务另我不开心，甚至想过离开，一走了之。可到头来，伤的不是二妈三婆，伤的是我伴侣。既然让一步，迁就些，扮白痴说梦话是极不愿的事，是一辈子最讨厌的事，是最不自己的事。。可伤的只有我一人，而且伤心不伤肉，对于舞台剧女王的我，有什么大不了？

对、我有太多面孔，不需你的理解，也不需你的承认。人活了就是要为自己、为你爱的家人。就算人格分离，又有何谓？有失必有得，不亏些，就看不到下一道彩虹。虽然心是必伤之路，可泪飚后，有啥大不了？

Lord says, nothing is impossible, believing it grants you power to your impossible. 😊✌️

小牛 xiao ngao

上次去星加坡饮喜酒，中途落Puchong食肉骨茶时遗失咗小牛。翻上Seremban途中先发觉，兜回去揾唔翻。我由Puchong一路哭喊到新山，无错，係到新山。

唔好觉得好奇，因为小牛同猫猫係我伴侣，外表硬朗即我其实都要野陪，我先唔觉得孤单寂寞，尤其是夜晚落大水闪电行雷个时，起码有个伴。

我同老牛揾咗好多地方，好多网站都揾唔翻小牛，就算要个相似即都无。😢

今日又再淋起小牛，唔知佢新主人对佢好唔好？要无好似我咁睗佢？😢

小牛啊小牛，你係边？远方即你好吗？😢

Dreamz Bakery, Kota Damansara

今朝出门时经过家前roundabout，眼厉的老牛spot到一只小狗看似被幢而倒在路边呻吟。平时我这怕狗狗的猫，看了眼泪都快飙了出来。叫老牛倒回家拿了些水给它喝，然后一直再找个么么spca号码，call又call不到，无边，唯有leave message。对不起我真系太怕狗狗，不然我一定抱翻家。我同老牛唯有在路边看那个好心人帮忙下。

大概半粒钟，有对indian夫妇行埋来，照顾它，然后把它带走。我同老牛才离去。狗狗，你太好命了，有对好心夫妇救你一命。过后我想上回刚post在spca fb里的info，想通知这狗狗已被好人救走，那知道几个爱狗的无知妇孺诅咒我干嘛不把它带去看兽医，哎好心难做，如果我克服得了自己，我何尝不想？

好啦，继续我们的找吃地点- Dreamz Bakery，Kota Damansara.

入口出，店在二楼。

哇，原来很都报章都访问过了哟！

还蛮多蛋糕甜品。

这全都是milicrepe种类。

蛋糕介绍~

好想都叫来吃！

怀旧corner

我点的，棋子蛋糕和巧克力蛋糕，加点chocolate drizzle。

哈~老牛potter

Hot Chocolate

brown sugar 和桌子号码

老牛必喝 - latte

哦，还不便宜哦。

猫姐，距离结婚还有五个月，身材还可以在吃。

唯一美中不足的是他们的service 态度，太差劲了！如果我回去是为了蛋糕，决不为了态度！

晚餐猫姐下厨，aglio olio spaghetti 和 mushroom soup。大家投诉不够吃~

魔漫相机？

最近睇到好多朋友系fb度po左好多类似受画，但系又好似合成相。一问之下，原来系D smartphone 又有D 新app 玩。系屋企无聊过拢，所以我都来玩下（我呸！明明就八，么鬼无聊过拢？？）

玩完后，更系笑到暴啦~~~

Tada~~~ 女神猫姐~~

上海猫姐，咦发觉哩个发型都几衬我wor~

梦想中既画家猫姐，睇来只有哩D（无聊）app先可以帮我梦想成真！

wow!哩个发型都唔错！哈哈，玩吓玩吓变左test发型？

哈哈哈！！！试吓电成头，原来好鬼似老妈子！！！

哈哈！打扮成甘，叫老牛带我去玩golf时，睇吓重会唔会say no？

wooohoo.. Sexy 猫姐！

男猫？！都几靓仔吓。

原来我同个“靓”字系甘衬！

哇哩个唔得。>.<

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!!!老妈子~~~ 我地系咪好似样叻？

Super 老牛？！

哈哈哈！从未想像过老牛头发扁落来系甘既！

Woooo....好冻啊好冻啊~

咳咳~

哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！

Abraham Linnior!!

老饼牛？

哇哇哇~~明星老牛~~~太瘦啦，唔似添~

哈哈~好似Bear未变到甘肥之前~~~呐，bear瘦个时几靓咔！

哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！我的Super Dad!!!!

大哥 哇哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！！

好，玩完笑完~ 做工~~~